So, the art workshop I attended during school year is closed for holidays so there's little chance I will find motivation by myself do do something new -apart from preparing myself to August Warhammer LARP where I'll be playing *top secret!*... quite a lot of preparation,and it becomes increasingly expensive... but gives me something to focus my thoughts on.
Actually, because I have too much time on my hands I inexplicably waste much more of it. As I've written to a devFriend of mine, suffering similar problem :
" /snip/...I always seem to waste more time the more I have. During school year I tend to use every bit of free time I have to full extent, but when I have a lot of it, I usually say something like "oh well, I have so much free time, it can wait"..
..and of course end up doing nothing out of what I've planned ;]
It requires quite a lot of willpower on my side to organise things better, and this actually is the case with these holidays (yes, I still have holidays, I work as a teacher because I couldn't live without them). I do a lot of things and meet a lot of friends, and I am still disappointed because they start to pass too fast ... I plan to start to bore myself a bit more, just to make the holidays look longer, and feel longer.../snip/ "
And too much thoughts running through my head lately, they do not make concentration any easier. The confusing spectrum of all colours of emotions from the brightest to the darkest, dazzling as the sunlight, which is, unfortunately, mostly absent in Poland these days. It seems that even learning something new about love every day, one will never know everything about it...
Scary...
...but wonderful at the same time
Much to rethink again. Thanks Gods for my friends (also the new ones

) being here for me
"Naked in midwinter magic
Lies an Angel in the snow
- The frozen figure crossed by tracks of Wolves"
Nightwish "Sacrament of Wilderness
My friends here on DeviantArt

:
Some of the amazing artists I watch and admire here :

- true master of breathtaking photography from beautiful Portugal

- outstanding Warhammer and Warhammer 40 000 artists

-author of most inspiring photos, and most useful photo stocks

- extremely talented young lady whose works I've known for many years since my Elfwood times. She draws my beloved WOLVES!

- I've just stumbled upon her wonderful gallery of delicate linearts, and stylish sketches. A lady of exceptional talent.